Saturday, September 09, 2006

I've been laid...

out all day, it's kind of refreshing. I had such a plan for the day, those were crashed...and so I was left to just lay or lie. Hmmm. Not sure which is correct, but whatever.

I've had thoughts swirling in my head about our new school music artists, actually I was pretty revved up about it...but today, I don't feel like being revved. I'd like to just lay/lie and be as easy as tomorrow morning. I'll let a few thoughts escape to help me.

- I've been stopping and starting In Her Shoes all day long..good thing for On Demand.
- I had such a good time last night...thanks new girlfriend!
- I haven't worked out in over 2 weeks and I have 5 pounds to show for it...such crap!
- This chick's stepmom in this movie is really off the chain..
- Sometime's I miss my granddad so much...I hope he wasn't alone, I don't think he was.
- I pray he wasn't, I wish he could've been up north with us...
- I think he would've been around longer.
- Just a thought.
- I think this movie's making me all melancholy!
- Why am I crying so much...SHISH! Quality TV, I tell ya!
- Okay, it's finally over.
- sR, what have you been up to?
- I saw "the ex" last night...
- We didn't speak, however, it wasn't as weird as I'd have imagined it would be.
- I think we both know though..the eyes tell it all, they always have.
- Funny thing is "the ex" just may be kicking it with my friend's "ex"...how ironic is that?
- We couldn't really tell though...
- What the heck am I gonna do now? I'm restless.
- As much as I'm NOT feeling B'Day, I'm so feelin' B'Day...
- Irreplaceable stays in constant rotation...
- You must not know 'bout me/you must not know 'bout me/I can find another "you", in a minute/matter fact, he'll be here in a minute, baby/you must not know 'bout me/you must not know 'bout me/I can find another "you" by tomorrow/so don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're Irreplaceable.
- Yep, I'm wit' it...so with it.
- Fashion has been phenomenal this year...it was so stagnant the past few years that now I don't even like to go to the mall or there's sure to be TROUBLE..trouble.
- I need a sponsor, any takers? Once upon a time, I ran from this sort of thing...right about now, hollatchagirl, for real.
-I can handle the necessities, but for the extra-flashy-way-too-overpriced-to-be-worn-looked-at-eaten-only-once 'ish..come through.
- I'll put on something nice, get my hair did too...
- Whatever. People do it all the time, I can at least think about it.
- I feel a little weird about us.
- Everything that's happened has kind of rocked the foundation and changed the way I look at you. and me and you.
- That's why my eyes have changed.
- I wish it was different, but it's just how I feel..hopefully we can find our sweet spot again..
- You liked it there, I could tell..so did I.
- The spot before we jumped.
- I'd love them to be as beam as brightly as they once did, but the scenery changed...so did they, I may not see what I once saw...
- But I hope to find a way to enjoy the view.
- You'll know when that happens...they spoke to you before, I'm sure they'll rat me out again.
- Until then, space and time may help..

Maybe I'll watch another movie, call some friends and catch up, try on outfits I haven't touched in a while, look at pics(nah..), dance, take off this chipped polish, read a new book, plan more of my life...yeah, that one. I love doing things that matter..to me.

Getting laid every now and again is revitalizing, I promise.

Back to easy street...

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

The last 10 dashes... lets talk.

dreamgirl said...

Awww..thanks for caring honey bunches! Sometimes I just come in here, let it go...and that's all I need. No talk needed..I just let the world into my private thoughts every now and again.

sincereR said...

*waving hands*

here i am! i've been up to so much and so little. it was a great weekend. kicked it _hard_ on friday. joined church today. everything in between was blog worthy .. i'll try if i get the energy.

i miss you. i seem to be so outta the loop. i mandated it a few months ago while i was "gathering myself". i'm outta hiding now. we need some serious catch up time.

Noe said...

It's good to know that I'm not the only one who feels that way. Now, if I only could find a way to let my inhibitions go and just blog it...