"If only it could be like this always..."

That's how I felt Saturday night as my girls and I dimmed the lights laid back on the cushy, leather sofa..sipped wine, soaked in the sounds of Sade, and chatted. Not about anything in particular..we just went wherever our minds took us. It was perfect.

Now, I'm not saying I'd like to freeze the moment and just post with my girls all the days of my life, however, the feeling was wonderful. I'd love to feel 'that' all the time. 'That' is just feeling like if I had to do this moment again..I can't think of anything that I could have done to have made it better. Who said perfection is non-existent?

Can I talk my shit again...? [feeling better than I ever before todaaayyy...] no but really, Can I?

- All I can say is "Liar, liar..pants on fire."
- I hope they're not...or won't be, at least.
- Maybe, I've gotten too old for the amusement park...I called on the Lord more than I think I should have to in regards to some darn rollercoasters.
- I think I hurt Ciabatta's feelings...I still feel bad.
- B get's HEAVY rotation as far as we're concerned.."YOU MUST NOT KNOW BOUT ME"
- Love it!!
- Everytime I think about the fact that Toni won't be on girlfriend's I get really ticked.
- Really ticked...
- There's only so much Quality TV left.

Eh, I'm over the list for the moment...got a little distracted by the Soul Food rerun.

I'm kinda diggin' this new guy. Shiish..I still have a bit of a problem with this blogging-sharing thing. I feel like I have an auntie looking over my shoulder or something...you know? Like, it's cool if I come out and tell auntie or ask her advice...but for her to snoop unannounced is different. A bit violating of sorts, even if she finds "innocent" info...it's still my innocent info that I didn't decide to give her access to. I'm a complete weirdo...maybe I need to just keep a damn diary. But I don't like to write(I'm lazy) maybe an online private journal? Whatever.

I'll figure it out...

Anywhoo..nevermind. I'm demotivated, don't want to share. Sorry. I'm trying to follow Noe-Noe with the idea of not deleting what I write, so you just gotta take it I guess.

I need to find my way out of this, tonight won't be the night...