Random rant...

My search

I've been sticking and moving...
snappin', poppin',
tryin' to do it to it..
up and off the block...
trying to dance a bright beam of light
and sing a song for you..
all to paint a ribbon in the sky...
I'm exhausted.

Flippin up the top,
livin' in and out the box..
searching outer and innermost parts..
expecting to cherish the day
when I can be free in the midst of it
and laugh about all the time spent...
searching.
I'm spent.

From sunshine and lilies,
to rain and dark clouds..
the lightning that strikes during a snow shower...
oddly enough I've seen it.

jazzy flats and lip gloss with no flecks,
to worn out heels and a broken finger nail..
the great hair on a good day and half way to the car...
rain.
seen that too.

All the talks of
easy street, endless lakes
butterflies uninterrupted..
haven't yet found my way.

Even after I've jumped through a few hoops,
flew the coop, climbed to the top
ran the race AND finished first place..
I'm TOO through, honey!!

Time to sit back relax,
snuggle up to a good book,
pay the fare, find my seat
enjoy the ride,
Trust the driver
and let it find me...